I had almost an entire post ready to go, and halfway through the day, I decided to scrap it and start over. Why? I wasn’t really feeling it. I honestly hadn’t felt anything move me yet, and therefore, I was just babbling. It was a summation of last year up to the moment when I started this blog, only because the story of the rest of the year after I started this blog is already fairly well told.
And besides…that’s so last year.
This is the time of year when everyone does their best to start anew, make a fresh start, come up with resolutions to become a better person in their eyes, and in order to do all of that, we have to let go of last year and embrace the next.
New years resolutions are pretty hard to keep, and a lot of them, for a lot of people, are the same. Quit smoking, eat healthier, exercise more, save more money, insert most common resolution here. Of course, I share those resolutions, but it’s not easy to just wake up on January 1st and not have a cigarette, make organic scrambled eggs with the whites only with a glass a fresh squeezed orange juice and a piece of dry organic toast before proceeding to the gym to step on the eliptical to climb to your out of shape doom.
Sometimes, starting anew takes practice and discipline. Sometimes we even have to take it back to basics. I remembered a time when I was working for a call center that required me to take a survey at the end of each customer service call, of which we had a minimum amount of surveys that we had to accumulate throughout the month. I had quite a bit of trouble wracking up the amount of surveys I needed, in fact, I even got a write-up for it, so I came up with an idea to help me. I took some post it notes and cut up the amount that I needed to clear, plus a few extra, and posted them to the side of my computer monitor just as a reminder to ask for the survey, as I would surely be looking at the monitor throughout the phone call. It worked! Within the first two weeks, all the post-its were off my monitor and I had all the surveys I needed. Unfortunately, I lacked the discipline to keep asking once I no longer saw the post-it tabs. So when the stats came out that month, and my memory had failed to remind me, as well, that the amount of surveys needed had been raised by ten, I was informed that I was under by six. Blasted! I lost my job!
So what am I saying? I’m saying I’m going to try again with the post-it notes. I can’t make plans for the entire year, but I can make a goal for each day that will help me accomplish my ultimate goal of a healthy, happy, fulfilled lifestyle…spiritually, emotionally, romantically, and physically.
Do I need to put a post-it note up beside my bedside to remind me to thank God first thing when I open my eyes every morning? Yes, I do. Sometimes, the thought escapes me until I wake up a little more and have already moved around for a while. I want that to change. If it’s a day that I’m supposed to work out, do I need a post-it to remind me to do it? Yes, to get my mind ready to go, and to start training myself that there are certain days that I’m just going to go do it. How about a post-it to make a random phone call to someone I haven’t talked to in a while, or write a letter? Yep. And I can’t forget a post-it to remind myself that there is time for reading the Bible, and learning that song on the guitar, and “me time” to do whatever I want. Maybe I can even come up with a post-it note system for snacks! It’ll work…but, I just don’t have the post-its yet, they are still at the Dollar Tree.
The point is this, the easiest way to learn something, is by taking notes, reading over them, studying them, applying them. Sometimes just seeing the idea/task there in front of you, over and over again, will help with the discipline. Sooner or later, you won’t need the notes because you will be living the lifestyle you studied for.
The important thing is trying to live each day in a way that leaves you feeling proud. Is it good to feel proud of yourself? Yes! Because when you’ve lived a good and righteous day, then our Heavenly Father is proud of you, and that’s an awesome feeling to go to bed with at night.
I can’t believe 2012 is already here. 2011 flew by on us, and it was a crazy trip, full of many moments I can feel proud of, some moments I’m less than proud. Now I find myself on the first day of a year that people think the world is going to end, and with everything I’ve seen, I wouldn’t be surprised. And if it’s true, then again, I pray that I find myself amidst the multitude, along with my family, that find themselves walking through the gates of Heaven. Either way, I want to live 2012 proud.
I have a lot to work on. There are circumstances within me and surrounding me that I’ll be taking on, praying for, reminding myself everyday to surrender. Most things I am hopeful for and know I will become a better GodsRockChild for. Other things are beyond me, of which I can only keep praying for and about, and work through.
But it’s all good. God’s got this. God bless you all and Love it forward!
Happy New year!
~Dear Lord, my undying gratitude goes out for your unending blessings toward our family, for watching over our travels, our health, and even our finances. Thank you for all the family and friends that you have put in our path, to join in fellowship to glorify you. Lord, your greatness and mercy is a gift that no man or woman can match, but to be able to praise you each day, Lord, is a blessing in itself. Please continue to watch over our family and friends, our travels and health, wrapping your Fatherly arms around us, giving us that sense of safety, comfort, stability, knowing that you, Our Lord and Savior, are watching over us and have a place for us, with you, in Heaven. Please bless our upcoming year, that we may find peace and joy. In your glorious name, I pray. Amen~